Welcome to my mumbles and grumbles page.  The following is only my thoughts and feelings on different things in my life or things I just felt like yammering about.  If you are looking for a page that tells all about the Wiccan path, then you are on the wrong sight.  I am not a teacher, I am a student.  I am learning about my path every day.  I can not tell you ALL about it because I don't know ALL about it myself.  I may include some quotes and comments from others here also.  This page is yet incomplete.  I shall be adding to it as I see fit.  Please remember that these are my opinions and thoughts, and I am entitled to them, as you are entitled to your own.  You may agree or disagree with what I say.   You are allowed that.  Please do not send me a bunch of e-mails telling me how silly or whatever you found my thoughts to be.  I would love to hear from you though and until I get around to placing a guest book here you may E-mail me at the following address.  Fairy_moon_dancer@hotmail.com  Well read on if you like!   BLESSED BE YA'LL!  Ok I now have a guest book, it isn't that hard to find it's at the bottem of my home page, so don't forget to sign it! Bright blessings ya'll!


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Recently I was asked this question, "Why do you wear the pentagram?"  My reply I fear was not a good well thought out one. I simply stated "Why do you wear a cross?  Because you want to share the fact that you worship Jesus and would like others that worship him to recognize you because you share his beliefs and love.  I wear my pent for the same reasons you wear your cross"I neglected to mention other important reasons why I wear my pentagram.  The above and also this;I wear my pentagram to show others I am Pagan, I wear it with pride because my God(s) do no harm, I wear it to show my friends, relatives, and others in my small corner of the world that I am Pagan, and I am a good person.  I feel I do my best to be a good, kind, warm and loving person.  Granted I make mistakes, and I have been known to be snappish at times.  However if someone can not understand that I am human and have many moods and thoughts just like they do then they are looking at me to be a representation of a God and that I can not be. I am working on my own small corner of the world and my hopes in wearing my pentagram and being openly Pagan are simply that others will look at me see my outward appearance is a good clean one, {looking young and innocent helps me there <g>} and others that work with me, and take the time to get to know who I am inside will then come to realize that "Hey! This woman is a Pagan/witch! and guess what?!  She is good!"  I hope they will see that my religion, {spiritual path} may not be for them but it is not "evil" in any way shape or form.  So much fear and misunderstandings surround my religion, but I know the truth and through me may the truth shine out into my small corner of the world.I was also asked by the same person "How can you not believe the Bible?"  I really didn't know how to reply to that one with out condemning the Christian God and beliefs that surround it.  Or at least not sound as though that is what I am doing.  I do not condemn ANYONE for their beliefs or the way they choose to worship their deity(s) unless they do so at the cost and pain/expense of others. My answer to this person was to state the above first, then I told her that I have read the Bible, and yes there are parts of it I agree with, and find do speak to my heart.  But those parts are very few indeed.  I find that the Bible and the Christian belief system wish to conform me and force me into a set of values and beliefs that do not suit my personality.  In my religion {Paganism/Witchcraft} I am allowed to express my hearts desires and follow them as far as I wish, as long as I harm no one or nothing in doing so.  I am allowed to be myself, and to take on responsibility for my actions instead of laying blame on an outside force that I can not control, but I must believe is controlling me.  I refuse to believe that something or someone can control me.  I will be my own person and stand on my own two feet, I shall take full responsibility for my actions, for I am the one that did them not some outside evil deity.  I also find it very hard to believe that a deity that is to love me totally and completely would send me to a peril such as Hell.  That is not love, to me that is hatred, and no deity of mine could ever possibly hate what it has created to such a fierce extent.  There for I can not believe in the Bible.  Why would I want to?  Well the woman asking the questions could only say that she believed in it totally.  I told her that is your right, and I respect that.  Please respect my right to my beliefs also, she agreed and conversation closed.



SOUL MATES
What is a soul mate?  The other half to your soul?  The missing link?  I do not think so, a soul mate is some one we have loved before.  Someone who possibly we were mated to in a past life.  Perhaps the soul you feel is your mate was a sibling in a past life.  Is that too incredible to believe?  Well it is what I think on the subject.  However I do feel there is a part of us that is missing and that I call our Twin Soul.  

I believe we were once one and we were separated from that other half of our being.  There fore we search for that one great love.  That all consuming perfect love.  That ever lasting flame that shall never be quenched.  The power that fills you and drives you insane, but holds you steady in its warm, sweet ever loving embrace.  The other half to your whole.  We all seem so driven to be loved and accepted, even those fools that claim they do not care if they are loved and/or accepted.  They do, it is our nature.


Look at all these personal web pages for example.  Yes even I have submitted to the conceit of wanting to be seen and acknowledged.  With that comes acceptance.  We need and desire love, and acceptance by our fellow Homo sapiens.      


 


SPELLS
Every new teen that becomes interested in the craft first wants to learn about spells.  Even adults are extremely interested in spells.  Why is that?  I myself wasn't at all interested in them when I first started reading about the Goddess religion.  But I gave them a healthy respect, and possibly feared them slightly.  I asked my mother {who is no religion, only feels there is something there, but she doesn't know what and doesn't care to seek it out.} "what does the word spell mean to you?"  She said "control, power over some one or some thing."  "Why is that?" I asked her.  She shrugged and said it was the first thing that came to her mind when I asked her that question.  

Unfortunately this is how most people that do not read about, study, or practice the Craft view spells.  They also see magick as something to be feared, or
to be in awe over.  Magick to them is something that magicians, and/or witches do that conjures up something out of nothing.  Well thanks to so many magick tricks being reveled we now know that magicians do not do that, they simply trick our minds into seeing what they want us to see.  Witches on the other hand haven't had that chance, or just don't share their magic as openly.  So the question remains...What is a spell?  and, What is magick?

Well like I said before I am not a witch, and I am no teacher, I am a student.  But I am going to give it a shot at answering that question here.  

Spells...Well according to several books that I have read {they are listed on my book list page} A spell is nothing more than your imagination.  You take
"props" and use deep meditation to reach a state of consciousness then imagine what it is you desire to do or have done.   You take that image inside your minds eye and you "see" it projected out doing whatever it is you want done.  In order for the spell to go where you want it and not affect someone or something else you bind the spell.  You do this by asking your God(s) to see that it harms no one and nothing. {Harm none}  you can also imagine the spell being tied up with ribbons, rope, string, what ever and do so in actuality.  This is to insure that it goes where you want it, and no where else.  But even at that once a spell is cast you have no idea of knowing if it goes where you sent it.  You simply have to believe, and trust that it does.  Thus doing so you have not only created a spell, you have just preformed magick too.  

Ok then so a spell , and magick are only my imagination...right?  Then how could it be real?  I mean I imagine a lot.  I imagine I am on a beach in the Bahamas soaking in the sun, and drinking out of coconut cups, living a life of pure leisure.  Hey!  If I imagine hard enough will I get that!  Right?  Ahhh not exactly.  Huh?  You just said a spell is my imagination, so why the heck not?  I want to live a life of leisure, so I imagine it so, and it is...correct?  Sorry, nope.  It seems to be a bit more complicated than that.  In order to understand that you would have to read more on meditation, and the way(s) to self healing and such.  At least that is what I did.  

See the mind is an incredible thing.  We only use
about 1/3 of it.  Most of us don't even begin to touch on what our minds can do.  Psychology has proven that we only use part of our brains.  This is something Witches have known for a very long time.  Monks too.  They practice over and over {most likely for may years}  Before getting it right.   They teach their minds to use that part that we usually leave alone.  The part of our brains that dream.  That part does much more than dream, it can and does often {doctors have seen it happen}  heal our own bodies.  They learn how to go outside the realm of dreams, and produce reality.  A quote from a friend of mine..."It is in dreams that we find our true selves, and it is there we must decide how to live in our own reality" Wolf Dreamer    Well said, I thought.  We make our own reality, we decide what is going to happen to ourselves, weather we cast spells or not.  We project out what it is we want in life, or we project out our fears and we live them.  Pretty much all religion teaches this.  I have found it to be true.  

Example...I am broke, I need more money.  I have no way to get this money except work for it.  Well I can't take on extra hours because I can not work other shifts at my job.  Well what do I do?  I meditate on it.  I look at the reasons why I need the money, I see I need it for good reasons and then I see myself paying that bill with little or no problem.  What happens?  Several times I have done this, and what happens is someone will call off, or suddenly we will have a ton of outings and no one to drive.  Guess who gets these extra hours on her regular shift?  You got it!  Me!   So I just preformed a spell, and cast out magick.  So simple!  Ahh but it isn't.  

So many people want to know how to make a spell to get a quick fix on lives problems.  Well sorry Hun it doesn't work that way.  One you must believe, and even at that there is no guarantee that it will work.  Two  you have a lot of energy inside of your body. {ever notice that static electricity?  or how your radio will come in better if you hold the antenna?}  If you don't have control of that energy what ever you meditate on and attempt to project out will go flying this way and that.  You might get what you wanted, but then again, you might be giving that energy to someone else.  {so THATS why I am not living a life of leisure! someone else got my energy and is living my dream life!}  Well maybe, but I doubt it.  See along with the hard work of raising energy, you have to get off your ass and make your "spell" come true.  Ahhh the beauty of it all.  

So any how a spell IS control, control of your own mind and your own person.  So once again Mom you were right.  I suggest that if you don't have control of your mind then you don't try casting spells.  Learn and meditate.  

Walk in beauty Ya'll!  



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